Not for me

Not for me
This shallow puppy dog teenage love
Where you don't know yourself from another
When you can't stand alone like a rock
Don't stand beside me

Not for me
These fleeting passions
Ephemeral sparks of pleasure
If you cannot love something for ever
Do not love me

I love you Pt. 2

I know you only know fleeting vacuous emotions

Transient and temporary

Useless and corroded

I know you'll never feel the same way

As I do

Which is why I keep it secret

I'm angry with you.

This passion will consume me.

I love you.

Madly.

That's it.

The Gym

Did I tell you
That I hit the gym and fight classes
Because I feel useless
Without any physical activity everyday?

I lie ...

I hit the gym
To keep myself distracted
To keep my mind off you
To keep the pain that you cause
Out of my head

Abyss

I stand here on the precipice
Ready to fall into the abyss
I sell my love dearly
And this is the first  time it's up for sale
And also the last
Let me down and I'm finished
My love will be buried six feet under
And that dark tried I always feared is me
Will rise like a phoenix from the ashes