Goodbye

Hey little baby
My precious little one
I love you
Like the sacred love
Jesus gave to humanity
My heart is broken my little kiddo
Daddy is strong
Daddy is trying to make you happen
Mommy? I'm not sure
She has not the will I feel
But it looks I have to give up on you
O little one
I think God wills it so
Daddy has a journey to undertake
Long and taxing
If I see you not in this world
I'll see you in heaven
I love you

Coin toss

I sit here
Drink on my fifth peg of whiskey
I love you like a rabid dog
But what do I do about your solipsism?
You're a fuckin woman
Marriage 2.0
Sorry I love you
But I'm not a buyer
Of marriage 2.0
Let's toss this coin
And see what's in store for us

M.A.D

Babe this is M.A.D
Mutually assured destruction
We're killing each other slowly
Love someone so much you hate their guts
You wear me down
As I wear you down
And as we do so our love grows
Toxic
What a fucking rush
You're the only love I've ever had
And you're killing me

Rock

Are you not a rock?
Standing firm against the tide
Are you not content?
With yourself
With all that you are
Are you so fucking weak?
Can you not shield your ears
From all the noise around you?
Are you not a rock?
Can you not walk with me?

Not for me

Not for me
This shallow puppy dog teenage love
Where you don't know yourself from another
When you can't stand alone like a rock
Don't stand beside me

Not for me
These fleeting passions
Ephemeral sparks of pleasure
If you cannot love something for ever
Do not love me

I love you Pt. 2

I know you only know fleeting vacuous emotions

Transient and temporary

Useless and corroded

I know you'll never feel the same way

As I do

Which is why I keep it secret

I'm angry with you.

This passion will consume me.

I love you.

Madly.

That's it.

The Gym

Did I tell you
That I hit the gym and fight classes
Because I feel useless
Without any physical activity everyday?

I lie ...

I hit the gym
To keep myself distracted
To keep my mind off you
To keep the pain that you cause
Out of my head